"im drowning my sorrows tonight.
you should join.
if anyone talks to God,
can you please ask him why bad things happen to good people.
im really over this.
my faith is being tested. "
He says, because we live in a broken world. full of evil and broken people. He also says, he doesn't want it to happen, but people make their own desicions, without him too many times..
i hope everything turns out good for you.