and my response is

kill me,
punish me,
take my life,
give me what i deserve!

let me feel the pain, let me take the wrath and the judgement,
my own justice. take the blood from my nerves!

my sin is constantly surrounding.
your grace is painfully overwhelming.

my God, you don't deserve my punishment, my sin...
how could i accept your grace offering?
yet how can i not?

forgiveness is what i plead.
regret and disdain, i must grow, i must lead.

my thoughts have betrayed me.
but your strength will sustain me.

you're all i need,
and everything i shouldn't receive.

i should never be able to continue,
because i'm 100% the opposite of you.

God help me.

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