I give out my love to the closest and first taker
Completely consistent in my desire for anything but you.
How much longer will I see and not change what I do?
God change my heart from not your to yours,
from dirty to beautiful. i need you to take me and
shake me and change me. God stop me, God please stop me.
My heart desires itself not truth,
hate not love, me not you
God have my voice and rebuke my not in my sin
But, I pray you’d kill me if you'd receive Glory again.
You are beautiful and glorious and good
I’m a brute beast who praises your name much less than I should.
I constantly search for contentment and salvation with the offering I bring
I convince myself I can see when you are the only thing I’ve ever seen.