as darkness closes in... i know its all good.. even though my view is cloudy and i cant see my footsteps.. i know you are there guiding them. i know. i know your presence is here, even if my senses dont pick it up.. i love you Lord... i cant see my hand in front of my face, but i know you are there.. i know you are because you said you were, and you would be.. i have faith, but this darkness is tough to fight... but i am, and i will continue to fight it.. cause i know when it lifts, you will have me by the arm and show me... show me what you want me to know... i will continue to search for what i am missing, or whats keeping me from feeling your presence.. i will, because i know you are here.. i know you are... i love you lord.... forgive my doubt. focus my heart on you.